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Articles Jaguar Dreaming : Riding the Time Wave Part 2 Skywalking Time Travel Passport #11.6 : Release, White Spectral World-bridger I was first introduced to Ayahuasca, the great grandmother of the healing plants, on a journey to the Amazon in July 2003. This was the Cosmic [13th] moon of the Red Planetary Moon Year. A friend had suggested to me that I might end up in the Amazon for the Day Out of Time, I had dismissed this is as some crazy fantasy that was pretty unlikely. So it was by Synchronistic Destiny then that I indeed found myself in the Amazonian jungle at an Ayahuasca healing seminar, with the artist/shaman Pablo Amaringo and about 15 others and some locals at a retreat centre in Amazonas, Brazil. On my travels through Europe I had made a beautiful heart connection with Jan 5 Dog, who was planning a trip to south America and this conference, I had little to no knowledge of the plant medicine ayahuasca, nor did I know who Pablo was at the time. Jan had asked me to come with him on this journey and at the same time a friend had written and offered to support me financially on my spirit journey... sychro destiny! The healing seminar was gracefully facilitated by Silvia Polivoy, ayahuascero and psychologist holding space for the great spirit of ayahuasca to do her planetary healing work. I found during this time that I had a natural affinity and strong recollection with the spirit of Ayahuasca. During this time I learned about visionary dreaming, I healed many past wounds from this lifetime and others, I was cleansed, healed, awakening into the light of heart truth. I had never painted before this experience and did not consider myself an artist, nor did I see that as a potential path for my life. Today, I sit here in the Northern Rivers region of New South Wales Australia, I see before me here the beach and coastline all the way down to Cape Byron, this most beautiful sacred land of Dreaming has called me home. It is Christmas Day, 2007, White Spectral World-bridger... I Dissolve in order to Equalise As my mind wanders on this day of great release, I realise the futility of its process in questioning the purpose of my life and actions. In this moment today as I comprehend the empowered circumstances of my sycnhro-destiny, my angelic presence and the knowing of deep surrender to the divine, I choose to let go of my egos needs, my sense of self inportance, and dissolve all intentions into the greater harmony of the one spirit. The Unicorn Dimension Later during the Ayahusca ceremony on the Red Planetary Skywalker, Day Out of Time, in Amazonas Brazil after my insect friends had long left my presence, I found myself in a deep trance of silent nothingness, a place I often find myself dwelling, not just during ayahuasca journeys, but also in my daily meditations. This void space is blissful and is a definite challenge to maintain this state of non-existence. I found myself feeling a strange sensation that pulled me out of my zen samahdi. It was like something was pulling on my aura, like being stretched, at first it was uncomfortable although like all out-of-the-ordinary ayahuasca experiences I have trained myself to fall into acceptance, and actually through this self-training I am getting better and better at reducing the resistance down to what I predict will one day become no resistance, and perhaps during that time I will no longer need medicine such as ayahuasca. The attention to my aura was shifting my conscious focus toward my Third Eye visionary chakra, and now it felt that my third eye was getting stretched, further and further, higher and higher it seemed, slightly discomforting, though I I had no value on the sensation, just an observationary perspective though I could sense that as my mind wanted identify and attach to what was going on I may have felt a displeasure for the sensation. Onwards and upwards was the auric stretching sensation for what appeared to be an eternity, an auric yoga stretch of my third eye when, all of a sudden I could sense a very warm and bright golden light beginning to penetrate the experience. All of a sudden I emerged into a very bright and beautiful dimension of very high vibrational light. Seemingly I was in a heavenly dimension and the figures that emerged in my vision enhanced this feeling as they appeared like angels, a circle of them around me, my consciousness remaining fluid and formless they sent waves of love through me and as the first thoughts emerged from my mind as an unformed question, these beings answered before I fully knew what I wanted to ask... As a polarizing experience to the one with the insectoids, which began with the very 3D experience of them crawling over the mattress I was to use for the ceremony, and the revelation of the microverse of earthly insectoid dominion, this experience was very different, polar in seemed. One of these angels seemed to move forward, toward me, my recollection is that of being in a state of awe and wonderment, and as this angel being rose up it raised its arm, with palm facing upwards in what felt like the most gentle and benevolently loving energy. I could see in the palm of the hand of this angel a bright blue light, a tiny spec of dust in the middle of the palm of it's hand, my attention moved to this glowing spec, which was so bright, brilliantly illuminating my mind and all space in my perception. I soon realised this spec of radiant angel dust was in fact the earth. This giant angel was holding the earth in the palm of his hands and gave me the beautiful gift of understand my place in the universe! Such beauty I am so honoured to have shared. Once this revelation of dimensions had integrated into my awareness, the angels started to move and merge and swirl and turn in a beautiful dance of oneness, and as they moved in this way they began to form into one being and as my mind was in awe of the colour and fractalline movement they became one being, they had all merge into a radiant white unicorn. This unicorn had wings and a horn of translucent rainbows still moving in the same divine dance that moved the angels into this incarnation. I became very aware at this point that I was experiencing beauty beyond which I ever imagined existed, a realm of purity and subtlety, a vibration of which is a rarity in the 3rd dimensional foggy soup of mundane perception on earth. And as the first thought began to emerge from my mind, dark patches began to emerge on the aura of the luminous unicorn, it was as if my thoughts in this dimension were so loud and clumsy and impure, using words from my earthy language to understand what I was perceiving that created radiosonic pollution that was affecting this pure space. The angel unicorn could easily cleanse itself of the mental pollution I was creating in its realm, though through these visions I was being shown something about the impurity of my thoughts, being taught a lesson in a beautiful and gentle way, that I might want to be mindful of my thoughts in all space and that what I think is what I create, and also being given a beautiful inspiration to transcend my humanness. To now know that such beauty and subtle high vibrations exist in my realm of perception is a mighty inspiration to strive to achieve that in my human existence, to become more like the superhuman as defined by Sri Ourobindo in his enlightenment texts. After this experience I became unconscious briefly before being shown some intense insights into my mind and personality in relation to my childhood and parents. Deeply powerful and poignant in the best ayahuasca style... As I write this I'm feeling the immense sense of gratitude that wells up during and immediately after ayahuasca journeys for the profound divinity and perfection of her ways and her gift to humanity, to be able to look so deeply through the illusory mirror of the human psyche, to be shown so clearly the devastating distortions that we experience as humans with our clumsy and polluted minds, but also be given the beautiful gentle and infinitely compassionate medicine that heals and purifies in ways that defy my wordy explanations, perhaps this is why so many ayahuasceros end up painting their visions and or turning them into music and sound. Soulore Solaris Human Bioregion-Night Bioregion www.ayahuasca-healing.net |
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